Arrival

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When I opened the door

You were here to foray

Looking at me

As if it was just another day

I stare at you 

Thinking of the reason you to be here

But instead my mind jumped

At the prospect of you near

But now that you smile at me

And ask about coming together

I stumble in my own mind

Taking a long breather

All the stories I heard

Would you call it rumors?

Were they just friends?

Or you'r back for small break from the circle 

You say past doesn't matter

It's to be back that counts

But your present is a fickle

And future nowhere to be found

I stare at you, torn inside

My friends warn me to stay away

Why do you like to addict me,

And abandon me to stray?

I know it's just a matter of time

That I see this smile

You would be gone

And I hear another rumor in line

So here and now I say no to you

As I say it, cut and blood I feel

But the little love unspent 

I keep will it for the wound to heal

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